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Marne se pehle jeena seekh le..

Hmmm.. quite a familiar thought isn't it? How we love it when someone comes, listens to our whines and then tells us tolive, let go, be easy.. its ok! :)

No matter how strong we are, no matter how much we have or we don't, no matter how less are the things to bother us.. we all love to crave for attention..most of the times - we whine n are accustomed to cryin out, bein miserable so that somebody stops and looks at us..

Its ingrained in our system that being happy and showin off how lucky u r..invites the j factor of ruinin it.. We all are safe until we r cryin abt something...
This pretence seems a safe compromise n might work towards..well actually I don't know what it wud work for.. but we feel it the right way..
But with time this harmless pretence and way of ice breakin (breaking conversations) ends up takin a toll n makin us lose more than wht we aimed for..

We all feel somebody up there, is going to pity us and give us more.. How Awesome!
Ask yourself this question - W…

Bliss of discipline..

Wondering right.. that I am talking about the BLiss of Discipline!
Discipline n me never went together.. n if you knew me you wouldn't agree less. My discipline was simple - to be as impulsive with anything as i could be. I was not to be defined by anything.
Everyday I would do different things differently and i hated repetition.
But ya, after a long time I have embarked upon this revelation that to enjoy your independence thoroughly and more... you need discipline in your life. Not one that someone else has imposed upon you but one that you have drafted for yourself.
And the merits are amazing.

I had life on the edge - anytime living! This anytime living made my system ready for surprises. And people around me made sure that they NEVer rely on me. I liked it!
There's so much to learn by being impromptu and it is a definite characteristic of the young, fired up individuals who have a zest to grab all that they can do and know. Discipline is a hated word then...
I had my parties, late…

Of disorders and neurosis!

Now thats some consistency..Sne!! :)
Its almost a year since I wrote my first blog post. Deleted the two consecutive to this one as they were too not the way I wanted to be... About love and shove .. :(

Frankly speaking people, I have no idea or a constructive base or a theme to write something on. Its so random - i just let my thoughts flow and parallely pour them out on this medium.
Neither do i understand what exactly blogging still means- I don't know if I am a good writer or no and i also know this opinion is going to keep changing from person to person.

Well, I am currently reading this book - The Road Less Travelled - very very intriguing book. It is heavy psychotherapy stuff and I can see the author's deep feeling of wanting the readers to understand and get what he is trying to say. It uncovered me - I literally feel stripped when I read the book and it is difficult to put it down or get bored cause it is talking what you want to hear and so others. Its good that it expos…