Saturday, May 8, 2010

Of disorders and neurosis!

Now thats some consistency..Sne!! :)
Its almost a year since I wrote my first blog post. Deleted the two consecutive to this one as they were too not the way I wanted to be... About love and shove .. :(

Frankly speaking people, I have no idea or a constructive base or a theme to write something on. Its so random - i just let my thoughts flow and parallely pour them out on this medium.
Neither do i understand what exactly blogging still means- I don't know if I am a good writer or no and i also know this opinion is going to keep changing from person to person.

Well, I am currently reading this book - The Road Less Travelled - very very intriguing book. It is heavy psychotherapy stuff and I can see the author's deep feeling of wanting the readers to understand and get what he is trying to say. It uncovered me - I literally feel stripped when I read the book and it is difficult to put it down or get bored cause it is talking what you want to hear and so others. Its good that it exposes why we make certain choices, why we can't get over certain people, what exactly is love- oh my god- the author almost convinces you that being in love is a neurotic disorder and there is no such thing as love. And that blows you right in the face. How every person regardless of anything, is selfish.

The psychotherapist is himself so mad so as to uncover these mental mysteries, understand them and make the readers understand that I come to this conclusion that no one on this planet is sane - everyone is living with some or the disorder or pattern that can be equally analyzed, put up with some name and treated if it could. No one is spared.

I could identify with certain things in the book so much that it answered a lot of my questions. Why I was experiencing a similar pattern of things? Why was falling for those same people regardless of what they did to me? I am not sure I can deal with these things better with this knowledge or no - but I am thankful I have reasons for these.

Well ya, i m at work doing some imp work thanks to not many people around today - it was the guilt kidaa in me to come to work on my weekly off sat out of some feeling of not doing justice to work. So here I am.. I will go home early today and figure out what is that disorder which makes you do things out of guilt and otherwise... LOL..

See you guys around... Do post honest comments - I am a neurotic personality to ever retaliate, always ready to listen and at first may also agree that we might be wrong somewhere...so most welcome for some honest feedback..

Ciao for now!

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