Solitude in happiness....
I have been on an exile and I have come back different.. :) Feels good. Its like always.. been long since I wrote or blogged. Everyday as I begin my day.. There are situations, dialogues, incidents which I decide to tweet in 160 characters or write a full fledged blog pouring out my views on the topic. But trust, there were just so many things that I have observed that when I used to sit in front of the word editor, I used to blank out.
For me, everything works out. :) I have the insight to see through a situation and congratualte myself that the result is anyways beneficial to me. Don't wonder.. I am in control of my perspective. That's it!
Life has been loving, lovely, gentle, exciting, tipsy, loud, chaotic and calm. But this December around, somethings have turned out very different from the last 11 months of this year. In the solitude of these nights, I realized that though they seemed perfect in a way.. the times that went by were flawed more because I refused to accept the muck in it. I can just claim an inner feeling which always went - 'No ... Somethings not right. Something's missing' And yea for the mere mortals that we all are.. it is never within our grasp to know what exactly is going on.
Somehow the dust is settling now. And me too. Eventually, its not the big day or the big night.. it is the everyday that we overlook.
It took effort but the mundane, routine and small stuff of life are what are enjoyable and permanent. They really are the things one can rely on to help you move on in life when you feel its all over.
I want to share this.. Coz I would not stop dispensing what I know. Somewhere, somehow it shall work, connect in a good favour.
Spreading love n cheer..
Greetings of the season.