Showing posts from November, 2013

Much too much!

Sailing smooth isn't my first nature. And getting used to a life where sailing smooth does indeed exist has ironically been a rocky ride for me. 
I had labelled certain things in the attempt to move on from the pending drama in certain situations. I had to shake it all up. Let some fresh air into the system just as some fresh ideas and people into my life.  2013 doesn't sound like a great year but it was the best. Intense.  Its already nearing a close. And somehow I am unable to sum it up in certainties.  I spend a full day wondering what I am upto and where have I reached. That we have GPS systems to make our location hunting easier, it is imperative to know exactly where you are so that it can do its work.  So where am I? A whole day of scouting stuff online and in a bookstore and I neared a panic attack. Handling capacities are much better. Test one passed. 
Sometimes even optimism seems like a dark humor, something you need to soon get away from. That is psychosis of the high or…